Happy 2nd anniversary to me.

I’m actually pretty proud of myself, for once.

Feeling pretty fucking ugly these days.

I am stagnant—entirely.

Every possible definition of the word encapsulates my current self.

I have never felt more pointless.

Since starting back on citalopram, my dreams have become intensely sexual, to the point where it feels like I’m on the verge of cumming in my sleep… and then I wake up.

Weird.

Today was fucking fantastic.

Went on an impromptu mini adventure to a place I’d never been to before and met up with two of my favorite people, ate good food, enjoyed the amazing weather, and picked up some beautiful, legit bud.

Put this song on as I was heading back home in the late afternoon and it felt like it just fit with everything so well in that moment, like its energy aligned perfectly with today’s constant wavelength of awesome.

Couldn’t have asked for a better day.

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